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Now i'm in Utar office~ since fatty need to work today so i just come over here and accompany him for a while before we go for a movie~
These few days was quite a hard day for me~ i think i stepped on dog shit or met any "sui" god~ feeling of depressed and a lot of problems occur continuously gonna drive me crazy~ i feel like wana commit suicide to escape from these~ btw i'm not that stupid to do so since that's not worth for me to die for these~
Our final exam result was released yesterday, fortunately i passed all subjects means that i'm able to proceed to our graduation trip on this Sunday~ Thank god i manage to pass my final so i dont need to take sup paper. But then there's some changes occur as well cuz some of our classmate need to sit sup paper so they are unable to go for the trip~ i really feel sad for this~ i wonder can i really enjoy happily for this trip? really unfortunate for them, and this spoil their mood as well~ i wish they could pass the sup paper so that they could attend the graduation ceremony during August~ i really hope so~~~
Recently i do found out something, to explain what i get recently~ it might be ridiculous but it do explained everything which i was struggle for years in my life~ i do hope i wont meet all these again, and i will put down something which shouldn't appear in my life anymore~
I'm looking for a job right now, need money to get ready for my New Zealand plan~ actually i do think about to get a job in New Zealand and not coming back to Malaysia anymore. I do depressed enough to stay here and suffering from something which shouldn't related to me but someone pushed it on me and considered it as my fault~ FUCK! i rather go as far as i can, i rather be alone for the rest of life, i rather to be someone which people said i have no one to rely on~! At least i wont hurt myself~
Really thanks to fatty, he always stay by my side no matter what had happened~ thanks to WaiShin as well, i know it was rude to told u all these, and i shouldn't tell u so much~ anyway thanks for listen to me~ i'm glad u sayang moumou, and me as well~ When i've flied to New Zealand, i can only depend on u to take care of moumou~ i hope u could stay tough for ur problem too, and u r always welcome to throw ur "rubbish" to me~ as i throw mine to u as well~ and lokelim pls do take good care of her, and protect her as much as u can~
Anyway i'm going to my trip tmr~ i've bought new swim suit for this trip, and today i nearly finish checking my car cuz tmr we will start our journey~
Well yesterday i went shopping with WaiShin and we bought a lot in 4hours. i do get myself a pair of cute slippers which cost only RM19.90 in MOD~ she does as well~ i plan to get myself some shorts but i didn't manage to get it but 2 sleeveless top =.= cuz i'm going to seaside i wont wear t shirt to absorb heat under the freaking hot sun =.=
that's all for today, tonight i'm going to watch night at the museum 2~
Wish everyone all the best and for me as well~
These few days was quite a hard day for me~ i think i stepped on dog shit or met any "sui" god~ feeling of depressed and a lot of problems occur continuously gonna drive me crazy~ i feel like wana commit suicide to escape from these~ btw i'm not that stupid to do so since that's not worth for me to die for these~
Our final exam result was released yesterday, fortunately i passed all subjects means that i'm able to proceed to our graduation trip on this Sunday~ Thank god i manage to pass my final so i dont need to take sup paper. But then there's some changes occur as well cuz some of our classmate need to sit sup paper so they are unable to go for the trip~ i really feel sad for this~ i wonder can i really enjoy happily for this trip? really unfortunate for them, and this spoil their mood as well~ i wish they could pass the sup paper so that they could attend the graduation ceremony during August~ i really hope so~~~
Recently i do found out something, to explain what i get recently~ it might be ridiculous but it do explained everything which i was struggle for years in my life~ i do hope i wont meet all these again, and i will put down something which shouldn't appear in my life anymore~
I'm looking for a job right now, need money to get ready for my New Zealand plan~ actually i do think about to get a job in New Zealand and not coming back to Malaysia anymore. I do depressed enough to stay here and suffering from something which shouldn't related to me but someone pushed it on me and considered it as my fault~ FUCK! i rather go as far as i can, i rather be alone for the rest of life, i rather to be someone which people said i have no one to rely on~! At least i wont hurt myself~
Really thanks to fatty, he always stay by my side no matter what had happened~ thanks to WaiShin as well, i know it was rude to told u all these, and i shouldn't tell u so much~ anyway thanks for listen to me~ i'm glad u sayang moumou, and me as well~ When i've flied to New Zealand, i can only depend on u to take care of moumou~ i hope u could stay tough for ur problem too, and u r always welcome to throw ur "rubbish" to me~ as i throw mine to u as well~ and lokelim pls do take good care of her, and protect her as much as u can~
Anyway i'm going to my trip tmr~ i've bought new swim suit for this trip, and today i nearly finish checking my car cuz tmr we will start our journey~
Well yesterday i went shopping with WaiShin and we bought a lot in 4hours. i do get myself a pair of cute slippers which cost only RM19.90 in MOD~ she does as well~ i plan to get myself some shorts but i didn't manage to get it but 2 sleeveless top =.= cuz i'm going to seaside i wont wear t shirt to absorb heat under the freaking hot sun =.=
that's all for today, tonight i'm going to watch night at the museum 2~
Wish everyone all the best and for me as well~
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