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It is almost 5am right now, actually i'm quite tired but dont know why i still dont want to sleep, feel like wana blog something so i just sacrified my bed and blog something here before my inspiration gone ;)
Yesterday i went to career fair with Fennie, Triny & Eugene, to have a look with those available position and i really hope that i could get a job before went off to NZ, of course la i'm not that rich so i have to earn & save some money so i could manage to survive for the 1st month in NZ. Well, i havent buy air ticket as well it would cost me RM3.5k omg i really hope that my parents willing to sponsor me for this since they actually didnt give me much pocket money during my study life~ I'm quite looking forward to my WHS in NZ of course la this is my dream to travel to other country, beside that i also hope to gain some experience that not everyone would have chance to met. Btw i also hope to clear my mind to think properly about my future, my career exactly would not be my problem but there's still a something that i could not sure how should i be so i hope that i could find out the answer when i'm not around Malaysia~ well~ someone might be very happy about i'm going to leave this country and she might freaking looking forward that i would not come back to Malaysia anymore since she was so worry about something that mostly wont happen. anyway that's not my problem cuz i'm going NZ for my dream but not for her~
Back to the career fair, i was quite impressed with their high tech registration but also dissapointed with some of the both~ a lot "wan tan" visit to the fair might due to the reason that they get fired from the previous economic crisis~ LOL~ so there's not much of fresh grad yesterday~ BTW once i reach home i get a call from XOX which i apply online for corporate communication executive few days ago and the person-in-charge ask me to interview on Monday, so wish me luck ya :)
After the lousy career we went for a drink and go home. Then i went to WaiShin's place to get her & her bf as well, of course i do bring my babe, moumou along to jogging~ i have to train my stamina so i could stand with NZ's tough day~ we bring moumou to petshop to get him a new necklace so it would easier for me to bring him for a walk~
I think since moumou came to our place he probably never have such a long walk & exercise, he looks tired but we do enjoy the walk~ WaiShin have to paktor with her bf so i paktor with my son lo~ there's a lot people bring their beloved pet to have a walk around the lake, usually doggie would smell another's ass as showing "hello" but unfortunately my son was quite shy & scared of other dog, even lenglui come over to approach he would just stay behind me like the other dog have virus =.= btw he do get frightened by a St. Bernard which was a freaking huge size dog, i also get frightene because the St. Bernard was really BIG @.@ poor moumou was being harrast by other dogs and he still cant manage to start any friendship with other dog friends~ hmm~ mayb i should always bring him for a walk~
After some exercise we go back & take shower to get ready for dinner. Auntie actually do invite me to stay back for a dinner but it's better for me to have dinner outside la since i'm quite =.=" to eat with them~LokeLim brought us to a western restaurant & their pasta was quite nice~ After dinner i went back to Fennie's house to get her & Triny cuz i need to fetch Triny to meet her beloved bf since he was staying quite near my place~
Actually i did a lot of things whole day & it feels like i didnt waste my time for doing nothing at home :P Btw i'm looking forward for my Tioman trip and pray hard no one get sup paper for the final exam~
Actually after these few weeks, my point of view had a little bit changes, should i call it "see broader"? i changed my blog, into soft green color, i still design banner for my blog, still write something which look emo, but i would probably love myself more than others. I might being selfish to someone especially fatty, but now i really hope to do anything i wish to and not really want to care so much for others.
I do keep my previous blog, i hide it cuz i wish less people could see it, it was my emo side, i would design something emo & sad~ i dont like being see through by everyone, so i choose not to show my emo face, that's not good. well i'm not that wordy to update both blogs everyday, i would only share something which i wish to share~
Previously i do know something which was shocked to me~ might be shocked to everyone but it seems no point for me to tell la~ only thing i can say is, just let everything run smooth, and let our destiny decide everything~ even i'm not that believe about fate, but i do respect it. i've learn not to say say something which unpredictable~ marriage, fate, relationship, future etc~ for sure i would work hard for my career, to ensure my future~ currently i never think about marriage because i dont think i need it right now~ because relationship is unpredictable, i couldnt say that current bf would 100% be my future husband, but i've learn to cherish what i have now, when time comes, destiny would bring "him" to me, and tell me that he's the right one~whether he is or is not fatty, i accept my destiny~ even to being alone forever, i know i could work on it~
So now, i should be freaking tired to blog so much thing, just to tell so much stupid words. btw i wish my mind would be clearer and understand what i really need~ i will always try my best to be tough and be myself while face other people~ trying not to be a fake person or act something and tell everyone "oh actually i & her/him have a lot similarities" oh i'm so sorry you would probably never experience what i went through in my life~ i could always be tough just because i always learn from what i went through and try to gain something from it but not being childish to hurt other people and claim it as mature behaviour when stop hurting other people and trying to be "understand" because it was a fact which you couldnt change. what done is done i would probably remember what u had done on me and claim such harsh word on me so i would not have any similarities with you because you are NOT QUALIFIED to~ thank you~ so just turn back to your mama's place and continue with your dream which would not come true~
Yesterday i went to career fair with Fennie, Triny & Eugene, to have a look with those available position and i really hope that i could get a job before went off to NZ, of course la i'm not that rich so i have to earn & save some money so i could manage to survive for the 1st month in NZ. Well, i havent buy air ticket as well it would cost me RM3.5k omg i really hope that my parents willing to sponsor me for this since they actually didnt give me much pocket money during my study life~ I'm quite looking forward to my WHS in NZ of course la this is my dream to travel to other country, beside that i also hope to gain some experience that not everyone would have chance to met. Btw i also hope to clear my mind to think properly about my future, my career exactly would not be my problem but there's still a something that i could not sure how should i be so i hope that i could find out the answer when i'm not around Malaysia~ well~ someone might be very happy about i'm going to leave this country and she might freaking looking forward that i would not come back to Malaysia anymore since she was so worry about something that mostly wont happen. anyway that's not my problem cuz i'm going NZ for my dream but not for her~
Back to the career fair, i was quite impressed with their high tech registration but also dissapointed with some of the both~ a lot "wan tan" visit to the fair might due to the reason that they get fired from the previous economic crisis~ LOL~ so there's not much of fresh grad yesterday~ BTW once i reach home i get a call from XOX which i apply online for corporate communication executive few days ago and the person-in-charge ask me to interview on Monday, so wish me luck ya :)
After the lousy career we went for a drink and go home. Then i went to WaiShin's place to get her & her bf as well, of course i do bring my babe, moumou along to jogging~ i have to train my stamina so i could stand with NZ's tough day~ we bring moumou to petshop to get him a new necklace so it would easier for me to bring him for a walk~
I think since moumou came to our place he probably never have such a long walk & exercise, he looks tired but we do enjoy the walk~ WaiShin have to paktor with her bf so i paktor with my son lo~ there's a lot people bring their beloved pet to have a walk around the lake, usually doggie would smell another's ass as showing "hello" but unfortunately my son was quite shy & scared of other dog, even lenglui come over to approach he would just stay behind me like the other dog have virus =.= btw he do get frightened by a St. Bernard which was a freaking huge size dog, i also get frightene because the St. Bernard was really BIG @.@ poor moumou was being harrast by other dogs and he still cant manage to start any friendship with other dog friends~ hmm~ mayb i should always bring him for a walk~
After some exercise we go back & take shower to get ready for dinner. Auntie actually do invite me to stay back for a dinner but it's better for me to have dinner outside la since i'm quite =.=" to eat with them~LokeLim brought us to a western restaurant & their pasta was quite nice~ After dinner i went back to Fennie's house to get her & Triny cuz i need to fetch Triny to meet her beloved bf since he was staying quite near my place~
Actually i did a lot of things whole day & it feels like i didnt waste my time for doing nothing at home :P Btw i'm looking forward for my Tioman trip and pray hard no one get sup paper for the final exam~
Actually after these few weeks, my point of view had a little bit changes, should i call it "see broader"? i changed my blog, into soft green color, i still design banner for my blog, still write something which look emo, but i would probably love myself more than others. I might being selfish to someone especially fatty, but now i really hope to do anything i wish to and not really want to care so much for others.
I do keep my previous blog, i hide it cuz i wish less people could see it, it was my emo side, i would design something emo & sad~ i dont like being see through by everyone, so i choose not to show my emo face, that's not good. well i'm not that wordy to update both blogs everyday, i would only share something which i wish to share~
Previously i do know something which was shocked to me~ might be shocked to everyone but it seems no point for me to tell la~ only thing i can say is, just let everything run smooth, and let our destiny decide everything~ even i'm not that believe about fate, but i do respect it. i've learn not to say say something which unpredictable~ marriage, fate, relationship, future etc~ for sure i would work hard for my career, to ensure my future~ currently i never think about marriage because i dont think i need it right now~ because relationship is unpredictable, i couldnt say that current bf would 100% be my future husband, but i've learn to cherish what i have now, when time comes, destiny would bring "him" to me, and tell me that he's the right one~whether he is or is not fatty, i accept my destiny~ even to being alone forever, i know i could work on it~
So now, i should be freaking tired to blog so much thing, just to tell so much stupid words. btw i wish my mind would be clearer and understand what i really need~ i will always try my best to be tough and be myself while face other people~ trying not to be a fake person or act something and tell everyone "oh actually i & her/him have a lot similarities" oh i'm so sorry you would probably never experience what i went through in my life~ i could always be tough just because i always learn from what i went through and try to gain something from it but not being childish to hurt other people and claim it as mature behaviour when stop hurting other people and trying to be "understand" because it was a fact which you couldnt change. what done is done i would probably remember what u had done on me and claim such harsh word on me so i would not have any similarities with you because you are NOT QUALIFIED to~ thank you~ so just turn back to your mama's place and continue with your dream which would not come true~
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